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Sunday, August 21, 2011
I had a dream about you. One day I know I won't think about you anymore. One day everything will move on. One day I can move on.
Posted via LjBeetle
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
So I'm wondering how I can be working myself to death barely keeping gas in my car and food in OUR pieholes yet you have cigarettes.....I'm just gonna try not to think about it....as I cry myself to sleep all emo like.
Also Spector 45
Wow
Came home to dog puke in the bed changed the sheets cause everyone is blind went to the store...I swear anything I had is gone
I don't know if this will be normal
The similarities are freaking me out
In 20 years I hope to look back at this and say I was wrong but I severely doubt that
Severely
I like that word
I've been thinking lately that I could just get a smal business loan and maybe try to get this whole sewing thing going
Ugh
Posted via LjBeetle
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Sooo
Yeah I'm tired
Everybody has their days
Ill continue to keep shit password protected cause I don't trust you
You've gone through my shit before and you haven't changed so I know you'll do it again
As for the bed thing
Grandma put it best...if you ain't gonna carru your ass to bed at decent don't get in bed with me
Its all very selfish bc I was asleep and now I'm awake.
That's right awake
My day started off by being told that they just hate it when I turn on the light when their in bed...
Something that has happened to me more times than I can count yet conveniently they only remember once when ur dead asleep and a bright ass light is turned in darkness and ur blinded and told told to chill out you don't forget that
So I was merely showinv the same level of respect shown to me
Makes perfect sense even though two wrongs don't make a right I'm over being so cool about everything cause some people see that as a weakness to exploit
I just want to live in a house and be happy one way or the other
I work damn hard and try my best to take care of what I can and that try failure thing sorry I can be jesus perfect and say I will cause if I don't then I'm a liar and I try my hardest not to lie about petty stupid insignificant bullshit
Life is too short for this shit where's my dog: (
And and better still I was so close to her and not even a call to say hey fuck you she died
It kills me that I didn't send flowers or attend the funeral
k
Just kills me
Posted via LjBeetle
Friday, February 4, 2011
so ummm yeah hello
phew its been along time
when i do it wow that was alot.....considering i drank in a 48 hour period and it was about 3 weak ass mixed drinks id say not
but
but
but
when you do it, its community property
dear lord let my car be outta the snow
actually can i just sleep in my car
and upstairs
man
really
work is stressing me out right now
for cereal
wow that was a lot
douche
ugh
really
were gonna be homeless in a month if we dont figure where and if we want to live
people are complicated
but im still convinced that to babies you are God
Current mood:  cold
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
scared money dont make no money
yeah
i got the money
and i got the hoes
im tired
having all the money and all the hoes is exhausting you know
i was so happy all day yesterday
then my day was just dumped on over some bull shit(in my high pitched bs voice)
it was too good to be true as it usually is
even though i was putting a positive foot forward by starting the day off really great
too good to be true
im dumb
and im tired and i miss writing in my journal
in other news
ima go eat breakfast and do laundry and walk dogs....
bah
Current mood:  cranky
Sunday, November 7, 2010
So im back at a fabric store
only this time im the boss
i can fire the old ladies
im happy
and making alright money
i mean it could be better
but who am i to complain
if nothing else this will look great on my resume
in other news....naw i dont think theres any other news
its almost turkey day
my brother comes home from japan in literally a few days and i plan on writing in here more
even if nobody reads it
its like a great way for me to look back and see what was going on
sooo
thinking about buying a house
maybe
i dunno
can i afford it
should i do it
who the hell knows
if i can i will
bah
Current mood:  okay
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
fuck alot of stuff...yeah i forgot to add that part
bah
Sunday, July 4, 2010
bleh bleh bleh
i feel like i should right something
maybe i should just move
or maybe i should just go to sleep
i feel like my life is in shambles
well work
ugh
anyways
at least ive got my elsie-love
i think its just to hormones
ive been so sensitive lately
emotional
i feel completely insane
i went and hung out with my mom's and a hilarious couple the know
omg
i had to go them girls were too live for my crew
boo boo
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
i am super tired
like super tired
the dishes can wait till tomorrow while i sit all alone
ugh
puppy hug
i feel a lil crazy
i think its just good ole hormones though
i dont have anything to write
i did
then it just fell outta my head
Current mood: freezin'
Sunday, June 6, 2010
man so much has happened
i dont feel like i can talk to anybody about alot and have them understand
if you havent experienced a whole lot its hard
i talk to sojita at work
shes something else
so many things i just cant say to him
all he sees is my mom
i just dont think it will ever be the same
after a year
ugh its not even worth talking about at this point
i love paul wall
super dreamy
maybe ill go see a movie tonight
i walked the dogs for what seemed like forever
i cried for a week
i just wish i still had somebody to talk to
for what its worth me and carolyn would just be able to get in the car
and drive
oklahoma for jerky
i miss the unquestioned spontaneity
im starting to think im broken
ugh
ugh ugh
ugh.....
Current mood:  crappy
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
so im getting all fixed up as far as my teeth go
everthing else is still broke the fuck down
im tired and my guts are all mixed up
i feel like im talking to a room of brick walls
did i spell that right
brick
it doesnt look right for whatever reason
elsie is my one and only private dancer
meike....me and you and drinks
i dunno hot boss could come along too for eye candy
sooo
very
tired
i want ice cream and also not to be bloated like a puffer fish hehe
puffer
there is another one of those words
i wanna cook
....oooohhhhh.....somebody has a birthday coming up
and i may not be able to be there on the night of i have something very very special for you
very very oooo dont you want to know what it is....
well too flipping bad
one last thing
just get rid of the stupid thing....
nobody likes it anyway
lol
cept pervs or nerds
either or
bah
Current mood:  anxious
Friday, March 19, 2010
I look for the sun
in dire need of someone, somewhere,
I look for the sun
in dire need of someone, somewhere.
Words lost in the past
of memories that will never last.
My mind wanders the crowds in a search,
In the search of the one that I feel is my life,
It the crowds.
For me this is the end.
For me this is the end.
For me this is the end.
For me this is the end.
For me this is the end.
For me this is the end.
For me this is the end.
Current mood: cold
Saturday, March 13, 2010
so um yeah
amy amy amy.....
I couldn't resist him
His eyes were like yours
His hair was exactly the shade of brown
He's just not as tall, but I couldn't tell
It was dark and I was lying down
You are everything – he means nothing to me
I can't even remember his name
Why're you so upset?
Baby, you weren't there and I was thinking of you when I came
What do you expect?
You left me here alone; I drank so much and needed to touch
Don't overreact – I pretended he was you
You wouldn't want me to be lonely
How can I put it so you understand?
I didn't let him hold my hand
But he looked like you; I guess he looked like you
No he wasn't you
But you can still trust me, this ain't infidelity
It's not cheating; you were on my mind
Yes he looked like you
But I heard love is blind…
Current mood:  ugh
Sunday, January 10, 2010
its cold in dallas
end transmission
Current mood: cold
Friday, December 11, 2009
dear journal,
im tired...
love, ashley
Current mood: cold
Thursday, December 10, 2009
im tired
i just got in from work
retail hell
even if i did get my own store
ugh
although
Gayle got me the bad ass mixer wish is more than i would ever dream of
it is fudging cold outside
FUDGING
meike and i are gonna adopt angels im hoping to get everyone presents outta the way scotter included
what else
man idont know what cookies to make for the cookie bake
also megan if you read this
cookie bake at my aunts house this up coming friday you are invited
bah
Current mood:  sick
Saturday, November 21, 2009
ive been thinking about taking up french again
i wasnt terrible at it and it will give me a second language
i figure if i pick up french i mean since i have a past with it anyway
it would be easier to transition to spanish or....yeah well spanish i suppose
i made smoothies with tons of fiber
work work work
shit i need to do laundry
weee
wee
weeee
Current mood:  silly
Friday, November 20, 2009
My heart is like an artichoke
I eat petals myself one by one
Until I feel enough
Until I lose to laugh
When I end to eat the last one
I will tear my drops
I will lose my lips
Though I can't stop plucking off
I can't see my core
I keep asking for you more and more
Can you peel my petals one by one?
Your hands are like a rusty knife
Are you gonna keep on peeling me?
Are you gonna keep on peeling me?
Are you gonna keep on peeling me?
What am I gonna be on the pan?
Will I be burnt black?
Can you squeeze a lemon on me?
Baby . . . Baby . . .
Everything You wanna feel
Baby . . . Baby . . .
Everything You wanna taste
Baby . . . Baby . . .
Everything You wanna feel
Baby . . . Baby . . .
Everything You wanna taste
I love Cibo Matto even now....now more than ever I hear the lyrics.....i have abit of indy and i cant seem to sleep...yeah man
bah
fyi TI is mcdreamy
Current mood:  disappointed
Saturday, November 14, 2009
my belly hurts but i made a surprise
good grocery trip
meike was there my back hurts
im on my phone
bah
short
Friday, November 13, 2009
dear floor,
i beat your ass
no no no
wait i destroyed your ass
i love when i kick chores ass
only 45 mins later and sweeping and mopping is kablewy
and weezer!
it sounds like my phone is ringing but the floor is wet so whoever it is is just gonna have to wait alil bit
im disappointed in my father
he got a new number and for whatever reason*
he wont contact me at all
there is something in my eye
holy hell i am a coupon printing queen
you find the best deals
and hell with all the good coupons i found i went from 140 to 87 bucks last grocery trip
not to shabby i know
max is showing me so much love right now
i have no idea what to make for dinner
...man life
i talked to somebody i havent talked to in ages
they are in a much better place in their life right now
which im thankful for
its always nice to know somebody who always had it together became undone so easily
i suppose thats why i never have it together lol
today is payday btw
yea!
also in other news i had lennys....and i have to say i think it was the cook, i hope, but ugh it was....SHIT ON DEBRA'S DESK, LIKE A BOSS....not what i expected at all nor was it what i remember blah
bah
*the reason is because my mother is now a lesbian and my father seems to think i am taking her side in all this mess....which fyi im not your both dumb and acting like crazy people, grow up, have a meeting sign the papers and get a divorce.....ugh
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